Sorry Rhonda,
I also disagree. While i think you're a lovely person and you are very helpful to new players, at the same time i think you could benefit from working on yourself before trying to help others on an admin level. I feel that your recent, turbulent relationship and constant, public arguments show players a side of you that they may feel inclined to abuse if you were in an admin position. If you give yourself some time to heal and re-establish yourself as an amiable player, the reputation that your relationship has earned you may fade. It saddens me to see how much you enjoy this game and have someone continuously ruin it for you, causing you constant suffering.
Maybe in the future after you can move past the person who has cost you so many friendships in this game we'll support you wanting to be an admin. At this time it is my feeling that admin-ship may be more trouble for you than it's worth, and I wouldn't want you to be let down with a false hope. Your self esteem and constructive healing are worth more than an admin position. Chin up!
true love conquers all.